Wallet, keys, phone and dreams

Here lies some of my hopes and dreams.

I went through school, I worked my way through, it took me seven years, I never borrowed a dime of money. He borrowed a little bit because we both were totally on our own when we went to college, totally. […] I have very little tolerance for people who tell me that they graduate with $200,000 of debt or even $80,000 of debt because there’s no reason for that. We live in an opportunity society and people are forgetting that. I remind folks all the time that the Declaration of Independence says “life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness.” You don’t have it dumped in your lap.

I sersiously feel like giving up. People, as students, you are poor. Many of us aren’t eligeable for any financial aid. As a student, you are not eligeable for any form of welfaire. So if you go to school full time, and try, TRY to work as much as possible, and still have no money, and do your best at school. Its rediculous. My parents dont understand the fact that going to school and working full time is nearly impossible. It is quite literally hanging yourself damn near impossible of failing all at once.

—Today in “the times, they have a-changed since you went to college”: Rep. Virginia Foxx (R-NC) “has very little tolerance” for all those crazy kids going into debt for higher education. Because back in HER day, she believed in the Constitution and didn’t borrow money for school. Or something. -Jess (via stfuconservatives)

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So much for that

No school for me today. 

my weekend starts early. 

MY car didn’t start due to my battery sucking. 

I honestly believe that the alternator kinda fails, Ive had this problem before, the guy at auto zone said the alternator output is weak, but its still charging it at better than it needs, or more power than is required to start the engine. That was two years ago. 

Granted, a light was left on, but after a jump start and few hours of charging the battery (and I made sure I bought a DEEP CYCLE battery this time (deep cycle batteries can be completely discharged and brought back to 100% life)) it should work. It REALLY should work. 

This car is 11 years old this year. Over 175k miles. Balding front tires. The Airbags do not work due to the guy that put in the sterio effed up the wiring and the entire air bag circuit was disconnected. I once drove over a matress that flew out of a truck in front of me It completely distroyed the stablizer bushing as well as a few other bushings. That was expensive. I once hit a boulder that flew out in front of me because of a land slide. It did a lot of suspension damage and it cracked the oil pan. Im crying right now.  In 2009 my mom slid the car into a pole and across about 50 feet of rocks and gravel in the rain and I fixed the dent and straightened the hinges to the trunk and made everything fit back together Ive replaced nearly all the stock suspension on the car myself and yes, Ive compressed springs myself in the garage and installed them into the front. I’ve also replaced the wind sheild wiper motor, fuzes and generally almost everything that is rain related on that thing a lot. 

After talking with my father, he concluded its most likely the battery (because in his infinate wisdom he knows everything) (sarcasm) But, a new battery will make the car start, yes. 

He also managed to call me about 5 minutes later belittling me telling me that I NEED to get a job and I am not doing anything to get a job. 

Reality: Ive visited or called every local buisness in my entire area multiple times, currently nothing is hiring. I am taking an interview this week to sell freaking tickets to golfers at par three contests. Why? Because thats a job. 

Another reality. They didn’t give me this car. I took over finishing payments and an agreed sum. It was still a shit bucket then. My mom crashed it, but gave me NO money when I had to fix it, nor did they report any thing to the insurance.

I am going to cry for quite some time today before being able to function. 

And on top of everything, I really need to write a paper, and study. I just wanted to go to school today. Fuck everything. 

I would like today

to be over for the most part. I am tired, worn and overall, nearly done with this semester. Its beaten me down quite a bit. 

I have wood shop, then a super break which includes studying for geology, going to my english teacher’s office hour, and then psychology class and then my geology test. My geology test shouldn’t be very difficult, being as I do study and go to class and work hard and I understand it, but Im a bit anxious about anything and everything in life at the moment. 

Im leaving for school in just a few minutes. 

Have a good day my friends. 

What they did not want you to ever find out is that your generation, the generation born between 1980-1995, actually outnumbers the Baby Boomers. They knew that if you ever turned your eye towards political reform, you could change the world. They tried to keep you sated on vapid television shows and vapid music. They cut off your education and fed you brain candy. They took away your music and gave you Top Ten pop stations. They cut off your art and replaced it with endless reality shows for you to plug into, hoping you would sit quietly by as they ran the world. We as a society are only as strong as our weakest link. Give ‘em hell, kids. 

What they did not want you to ever find out is that your generation, the generation born between 1980-1995, actually outnumbers the Baby Boomers. They knew that if you ever turned your eye towards political reform, you could change the world. They tried to keep you sated on vapid television shows and vapid music. They cut off your education and fed you brain candy. They took away your music and gave you Top Ten pop stations. They cut off your art and replaced it with endless reality shows for you to plug into, hoping you would sit quietly by as they ran the world. We as a society are only as strong as our weakest link. Give ‘em hell, kids. 

(Source: katedanley, via marissav)

hellxia-reblog: At the Gender Bender tonight, this one guy was making sort of cliched jokes about Twilight and homophobia, and it was kind of funny, but then he shamed Art students and I was like ha- ಠ_ಠ Annnd how many people in the queer community are art/design majors? the entire gay community is bohemian based. Including all of the buisness/magazine based companies. 

hellxia-reblog:

At the Gender Bender tonight, this one guy was making sort of cliched jokes about Twilight and homophobia, and it was kind of funny, but then he shamed Art students and I was like ha- ಠ_ಠ

Annnd how many people in the queer community are art/design majors?

the entire gay community is bohemian based. Including all of the buisness/magazine based companies. 

(Source: fyeahartstudentowl)

Drums: Here is to the future...

sethwhartondrums:

You can do anything you set your mind too. I know this sounds redundant especially for those of us who are big dreamers. It is so easy to get discouraged at times when all you feel like people are ever saying is “do you think that will really work?”, “do you make good money doing that?”, “why…

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ramirezdahmerbundy: Famous Last Words: Pardon me, sir. I did not do it on purpose. - Queen Marie Antoinette after she accidentally stepped on the foot of her executioner as she went to the guillotine. I can’t sleep. - J. M. Barrie, author of Peter Pan I should never have switched from Scotch to Martinis. - Humphrey Bogart I am about to — or I am going to — die: either expression is correct. - Dominique Bouhours, famous French grammarian I live! - Roman Emperor, as he was being murdered by his own soldiers. Dammit…Don’t you dare ask God to help me. - Joan Crawford to her housekeeper who began to pray aloud. I am perplexed. Satan Get Out. - Aleister Crowley – famous occultist. Now why did I do that? - General William Erskine, after he jumped from a window in Lisbon, Portugal in 1813.  Hey, fellas! How about this for a headline for tomorrow’s paper? ‘French Fries’! - James French, a convicted murderer, was sentenced to the electric chair. He shouted these words to members of the press who were to witness his execution Bugger Bognor. - King George V whose physician had suggested that he relax at his seaside palace in Bognor Regis. It’s stopped. - Joseph Henry Green, upon checking his own pulse LSD, 100 micrograms I.M. - Aldous Huxley (Author) to his wife. She obliged and he was injected twice before his death. You have won, O Galilean. - Emperor Julian, having attempted to reverse the official endorsement of Christianity by the Roman Empire. No, you certainly can’t. - John F. Kennedy in reply to Nellie Connally, wife of Governor John Connelly, commenting “You certainly can’t say that the people of Dallas haven’t given you a nice welcome, Mr. President. I feel ill. Call the doctors. - Mao Zedong (Chairman of China) Tomorrow, I shall no longer be here. - Nostradamus Hurry up, you Hoosier bastard, I could kill ten men while you’re fooling around! - Carl Panzram, serial killer, shortly before he was executed by hanging. Put out the bloody cigarette!! - Saki, to a fellow officer while in a trench during World War One, for fear the smoke would give away their positions. He was then shot by a German sniper who had heard the remark. Please don’t let me fall. - Mary Surratt, before being hanged for her part in the conspiracy to assassinate President Lincoln. She was the first woman executed by the United States federal government. Now, now, my good man, this is no time for making enemies. - Voltaire when asked by a priest to renounce Satan.

ramirezdahmerbundy:

Famous Last Words:

  • Pardon me, sir. I did not do it on purpose. - Queen Marie Antoinette after she accidentally stepped on the foot of her executioner as she went to the guillotine.
  • I can’t sleep. - J. M. Barrie, author of Peter Pan
  • I should never have switched from Scotch to Martinis. - Humphrey Bogart
  • I am about to — or I am going to — die: either expression is correct. - Dominique Bouhours, famous French grammarian
  • I live! - Roman Emperor, as he was being murdered by his own soldiers.
  • Dammit…Don’t you dare ask God to help me. - Joan Crawford to her housekeeper who began to pray aloud.
  • I am perplexed. Satan Get Out. - Aleister Crowley – famous occultist.
  • Now why did I do that? - General William Erskine, after he jumped from a window in Lisbon, Portugal in 1813.
  •  Hey, fellas! How about this for a headline for tomorrow’s paper? ‘French Fries’! - James French, a convicted murderer, was sentenced to the electric chair. He shouted these words to members of the press who were to witness his execution
  • Bugger Bognor. - King George V whose physician had suggested that he relax at his seaside palace in Bognor Regis.
  • It’s stopped. - Joseph Henry Green, upon checking his own pulse
  • LSD, 100 micrograms I.M. - Aldous Huxley (Author) to his wife. She obliged and he was injected twice before his death.
  • You have won, O Galilean. - Emperor Julian, having attempted to reverse the official endorsement of Christianity by the Roman Empire.
  • No, you certainly can’t. - John F. Kennedy in reply to Nellie Connally, wife of Governor John Connelly, commenting “You certainly can’t say that the people of Dallas haven’t given you a nice welcome, Mr. President.
  • I feel ill. Call the doctors. - Mao Zedong (Chairman of China)
  • Tomorrow, I shall no longer be here. - Nostradamus
  • Hurry up, you Hoosier bastard, I could kill ten men while you’re fooling around! - Carl Panzram, serial killer, shortly before he was executed by hanging.
  • Put out the bloody cigarette!! - Saki, to a fellow officer while in a trench during World War One, for fear the smoke would give away their positions. He was then shot by a German sniper who had heard the remark.
  • Please don’t let me fall. - Mary Surratt, before being hanged for her part in the conspiracy to assassinate President Lincoln. She was the first woman executed by the United States federal government.
  • Now, now, my good man, this is no time for making enemies. - Voltaire when asked by a priest to renounce Satan.

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